was gonna write this a few days ago but i forgot lol. just a quick update about some stuff

well, i graduated high school. thats supposed to be a huge accomplishment, but honestly i just feel empty. im not super into the idea of becoming an adult and getting a job, but at least its better than being held back.

this summer im supposed to get a job, i also made it a new years resolution to do that, but honestly i really dont want to. i mean, its kind of the time for me to get one right? but mentally i feel incapable of it. im not even sure where to look as they all sound uninteresting. id like to work somewhere nice with high pay and flexible hours, but maybe i can stand a regular cashier job or something just for the summer.

my other summer plans, i want to finally learn how to ride a bike (yes i never figured it out) and id like to reread my entire collection of alice 19th as i havent touched it in a while. i finished 1 book already, just 6 more to go. im planning on redrawing my "beachy doggy" illustration again this year. id like to watch more movies and the such.

also, i got my pinterest account back !! when it got suspended i realized i was taking a very passive attitude to finding inspiration to art, so ive been trying to be a bit more active in my approach. now that its back hopefully ill be more motivated to draw, but ill still try to get inspiration outside of internet artists.

thats all i think.